I was so worn out today. Each class felt twice as long except for history - maybe because I was eating my bento during then. I've got my assignments cut out of me and my working hours. Sigh. If only I could split myself into two, one to go to work and one to finish up assignments. Actually soaked myself twice today, once before heading off to work and one after coming back from work. There was surprisingly good tips today. Made around $30 bucks and what sucks is the dough I'm making is to either pay off insurance debt for parents or towards my tuition or daily expenses such as gas or food. Sigh, I need another job or a better one. Thinking about getting my nail tech licenses this summer so I will be able to work and get more dough but that's $5 grand right there. I hate getting into debt. Makes me feel so uneasy and unsure of things, afraid of forgetting deadlines. Jonah, Isiah, and Conor visited me today. I was so touched plus it was hella freezing! I really wanna take photos at work tomorrow. There's candy bags for little kids, a free small drink if you can say "Groundhog hotdog 3x fast" with a purchase of a footlong, and there's ballons and signs! I inhaled helium for the first time today and I was a bit nervous on how it would taste or affect me. I sounded really odd but not quite like a chipmunk haha. I saw this girl in class today and oh my gosh, she has SNSD Jessica's body! She's tall as heck, probably 5'7" but damn her thighs didn't even touch with her feet together! I feel fat now. Damn. I've finally learned how to jiggle my fat thighs and ass now like those twerking girls! Or I just got fat lolol. Probably the latter.
With each relationship heartache and pain is experienced but through it all we learn and grow. The distress causes us to be cautious but happy memories allow those of us with courage to plunge off a cliff without hesitation. Maybe one day I'll be able to jump into the abyss again.
2010 Photos- without worryings about boys or love.
Damn, I actually had bigger titties back then. My "grown" ones atm aren't even that big!
