Different Paths.

Surprise, surprise. Guess we don't have to worry about college visits anymore huh? That's one pro I can make out of this dilemma heh. I've been feeling unsure and avoided during the trip, as though something might be wrong or have changed. Been waiting to get home to try and change that, and to figure out my feelings. Guess there's no need for that anymore because it's better to forget em. Not sure what this is I'm feeling inside my chest. It kinda hurts and it makes me sad so I'm rolled up in my bed sobbing for no reason. News of you moving is already difficult but being pushed away and treated like this just makes it worse.