Mondays.

Felt so tired when I woke up today. Ugh. Was half falling asleep while I was taking my government test although I did feel pretty confident because I remember the answers when I was cramming a few days ago when I had miss a week. Really wanting to purchase the herbalife liftoff tablets to keep me awake and energize as well as help with weight loss but they're so expensive and I had already purchased the herbalife tea concentration which I gotta say, it sucks. I'm a normal avid tea person whether it be green tea or lipton but this just sucks so bad. It's bitter and doesn't give any alertness nor curb hunger. I paid $30 for this bottle but I hardly drink it since it's taste is so awful. I try adding sugar, diluting it, and adding more flavor to experiment with the taste but it still ends up tasting awkward and a bitter tang. The reviews are 5 stars yet it doesn't work for me, sigh. I'm not all that concern with weight loss, just need something to keep me alert and help my memory. I know coffee helps with keeping people awake and all but it's just not my cup of tea since it stains teeth and can become addictive, not to mention bad breath. Haven't been feeling AP Bio lately, I don't know why my mind just doesn't click with it as well with genetics. It's the same teacher and everything too. Maybe it's because it has to do more with chemical bounds and reactions and how things react if one thing sets it off and so on. Finally got my extensions in the mail! The color is lighter than what the photo had showed. I had to decide between a dark brown and black. My hair isn't naturally black for some reason because there's hues of brown so I opted for dark brown since it looked like it would match my hair. Turns out it's more of a brown that would match mixed Asians or Caucasians with dark brown hair not the brown black that Asian Americans have. Decided to not go back for surgery this year since I was still in school and my eyes wouldn't really be able to rest with books, computers, and studying. Anh offered me a job on 135th as a server and I'm just thinking eeehhh. I cannot hold 3 jobs, already dying with 2! Really tired of people telling me that I look Korean. It's like, I'm not trying? They mistake me as Japanese at times but not as much. Apparently I have Korean and Japanese features? All of these are coming from other Asians as well. I don't get how since I'm a Chinese-Vietnamese hybrid. I'm not involved with Korean dramas nor their fashion/idols anymore so I'm pretty lost. Just been concern with my life in Kansas and whatever bum look fits my lazy personality heh.