Physic Powers.

Like everyday for the past 3 weeks I have been wearing skinnies, sweats, hoodies, and humongous sweaters to school in my scheme of not wearing a bra. I would just wake up in my XXL t-shirt, throw on a sweater or hoodie and go but I found out the flaw in it now. During lunch when Dion was trying to get information out of me he kept grabbing onto me and pulling me, basically being too touchy feeling and I was seriously freaking out that he might touch something he wasn't suppose to since I wasn't wearing a bra and ahem, I tend to get pretty protective and defensive when I don't wear my armor hehe. Apparently he use to like me as well? Whaaa? It was when we had gone to Jose Peppers and he was being all gentleman like. I seriously consider that for like a moment and pushed the thought out of the way since I figured he was just being a nice guy only to find out that he did have the hots for me. Oh wow. Damn, my tuition is so spot on yet I never listen to guts. It's happened with Corey, Tony, and Mikeo, only to name a few names. I have so many more that still have the hots for me and ones back then! I am always spot on yet I never listen, why don't I listen to my physic powers? Guess I'm just afraid of being overconfident. Not to mention I cut Mikeo off today when he tried to express his feelings to me before last period in the hallways. I knew what was coming on but also felt a bit of doubt because of what Dion said. He started off with something along these lines, "I know you're still hurt from Corey, and you need a person . . . and I'm willing . . ." I didn't catch all of what he said but I just waved it all away. Just hearing his name, I have a good idea of the message. I may be over him, I may not be over him but I don't want to lean on someone or use em to get over a person, especially if that person is one of my closest friends! I like our friendship the way it is, plus I wouldn't be a good match for him. I'm eager to help him out with a girl though, as long as we're still  chill then I'm fine. Found out delicate flower's name today! It was somewhat awkward I guess but I stopped her in the middle of the hallway while she was with friends and asked what her name was. She asked if I was Chinese and so on. She's pretty cool, turns out her name is Claire too. Just a cute little girl, sophomore I believe? Gah, I hope to be able to become friends with her. :)