Slept in a bit since I had an appointment around 9AM. Dad came barging in at 8AM telling me that I'm late. Gah. People and them taking my sleep. Ugh, when they were removing the glue from my teeth, the fumes burned my nose. I look so freakin' different haha. Didn't look as innocent as I did before. My teeth's shape is way different from what I thought as well. Mama complained and said that I shouldn't have extracted my teeth. FACEPALM. She's the one who forced me into it since she kept saying that I have fish lips. Now when I look at my profile, I have like no lips haha. Told Tim that I'll start working during happy hour on Saturday but I can't work Friday nights and he told me no, that I'll work Saturday happy hour and Friday nights. Wtf? No! Friday nights aren't even busy, especially with the weather turning cold. Ugh. The difficulties between wasting your life away and making money. Really am wanting to quit a job and find another hehe, specifically in a hospital.
I always wondered. How strong is the yearning when two people have been through so many adversities: through separation, distance, life, and death? Will the other person ever go looking for the other when they disappear, reminisce on the past times, There are times when I want to go into seclusion and wait, just wait and see if one day he'll come find me. Other days I want to get up and leave. What is the difference between realizing and leaving and staying in ignorance?
Why must guys have romantic interests in me? Makes things so complicated. We should just all get along and be friends, and share cookies during nap time loooool.
Others keep telling me that you said you'd change for me. Why are they saying that when they're not you? You're not the type to change for others, especially if that involves changing who you are basically. Not to mention you get irked whenever I'm not happy or spending time with you.
