Monday work.

Went into work today even though it was suppose to be my one day off out of the week but my boss had to take her daughter to the doctor for her surgery. I knew we usually don't get our first customer until 10:00AM but dang once it hit we got slammed and there were only 2 technicians including me. There was this client who wanted me to do her nails but we had too many people waiting so I couldn't. She thought Thursday's were my day off so I guess it was good that I came today to correct it lol. I originally was suppose to be off by 1:00PM but I ended up staying until 4:00PM lol. It was crazy busy even though it was a Monday. I think I may just work everyday then haha. Just get off early on Mondays. 

10 vs 1.

I'm fed up with always living in a shadow. This is one of the reasons why I didn't want to get into the nail industry because I'll always be compared to my older sister. My one year of experience is always compared to her 10 years of experience. Sure she was 13 when she started out, yes she had to attend school as well but are you forgetting that I have to attend school too? I'm attending college, something that is more rigorous than middle school. All the scholarships and honor rolls I've attain is seen as no value even while I'm working long crazy hours. Just because she was younger when she started out doesn't mean it completely overshadows my progress. For instance, a 9 year old bboy, who has trained since he was 5, being able to do more intense and complicated moves than a bboy who is 18 year old is just starting out in his first few months would be expected. Being able to have built a clientele within my first year, something Ami wasn't able to obtain until around her 3-4th year in the industry. I'm able to bring home a little over $1,000 each week but that doesn't matter. Obtaining scholarships to foreign countries, going on medical lectures, being on the honor roll every year, being nominated for a leadership program, all this never means shit. This is why I was content on working in an American industry, because I wouldn't be compared. I'd shine and be praised for my talents. 

Biking once more.

Went biking with Andi on her new bike. It has a basket and a back seat so another person can tag along! Took it on a 10 mile ride after work. I biked the way there and she biked the way back. She swerved and swayed so much even with me trying to balance the bike for her but it was really fun. She wants to do this everyday after I get off work now.
Gotta go in on my one day off since the owners have to take their daughter to redo the surgery, sigh. Oh well, hopefully I make big bucks during my time there! We close early on July 4th as well but I requested getting off early to spend my baby's big day with me. Not sure what we'll do yet but I'm sure it'll be fun. Perhaps another BBQ? Iunno.
But oh goodness. I have a pretty vivid dream last night. One part of it was about a former partner. Something about his family owning the rhino land? Iunno but it reminds me of the rhineland when the Nazi's tried to take control lol. Anywho, somehow he had gotten into a terrible wreckage. He had dark dark brown hair and the cut was from the early days of when I knew him before he got a makeover lol. He got a broken nose, one of his leg he lost but he still had the foot to it somehow? Yeah, weird. He was pretty depressed because of that. It seemed like he had a new outlook on life. I didn't dare try and come visit him because of our predicament. But he seemed genuine and he said something along the lines "If you're watching this, just know that" something about if I reach out it'll be okay. Like he turned over a new leaf or something I don't know. I didn't dare believe it because the last time I tried to be friendly I got brushed off lol. It was a pretty sad sight though. The other portion of my dream was looking at the TV I guess? I think that's where I saw his face and his message? But anywhos Cobe was standing next to me wearing a bright yellow T-Shirt and Keo was sitting behind me on the sofa. Cobe placed his arm around my shoulder and I felt somewhat awkward. One, because Keo is behind me and this would create issues. Two, his armpits didn't have deodorant lol. I dunno how I can smell in my dream haha. But yup, that's all I remember. I've been having a lot of vivid dreams but I can hardly recall them after I wake up and I don't have much time to write it down to remember either. Everyday it's a go-go ordeal.

Last 2 moon days.

2 week snippet

Been so busy so I figured a quick snippet would be due since I have no time for anything else!