Falling at the seams.

Sometimes I feel at a lost. Im trying to invest, make things work but I don't feel appreciated, at least not how I use to. Late nights aren't as late as they once were, talks become silent sessions, hangouts becomes sitting together as time passes without a connection. Seek attention from others is a no no but to sit in solitude is insanity. I'm falling apart between the loving, attached partner desired and the spiteful, independent person I was in the past that kept me grinding.