Got made fun of by Ashley because she saw Alex and I hanging out last night. Meh, it's whatever. We didn't do anything that we should be ashamed of nor do we have anything going on between us. Actually stayed until 6:00PM, my scheduled time to get off. Not a minute earlier but not dramatically later either. They were short staffed tonight and all of the people didn't want to be there. Personally I don't blame them but they shouldn't complain the whole time and have an attitude with each other because that just causes more tension and it doesn't help with the orders, tips, or customers. Had sort of a deja vu feeling. Last year during this time I really wanted to spend the holiday with him but couldn't. I was pretty upset but tried to make the best of it and couldn't really. I kept thinking if we could continue like this, getting upset when we couldn't be together but when we're together we feel suffocated-ish. It felt like a merry go round that you wanted to get off but at the same time not. Guess, I know what the outcome is now heh. When I came in after the fireworks around 10PM to 11PM, it wasn't crazy busy. It's more that the people who worked didn't know how to get their shit together and just were concerned about themselves and not just getting the orders out fast enough so that they can actually go home! I spent around an hour in there, making my food, other people's food, and trying to help them out. I even took out messed up drinks to customers in my regular clothes and they couldn't bitch at me because I was like, I don't know what's going on and I'm just trying to help out hehe. I looked like any other regular customer trying to help out. When I left it was pretty bad, everyone in the store was screaming at each other and customers were already ticked off. I was like ah shit, I better not go back inside and try to help. Better dash and let them sort it out themselves! Sigh. Poor Dani.
Waiting for the fireworks to start.