Dreamt about his family last night. So I was lost in this dark neighborhood which is no surprise because his neighborhood is pretty dark and scary at night. I got out of my car and I stumbled upon their house? The whole family was home except him which wasn't a surprise because he's always out now a days, plus he's a rouge. So as I stumbled upon their house, his dad came out and greeted me very warmly and we began to talk a lot. That never happens, ever. His dad would always stay quiet and never speak a word to me. It's always his mom who talks to me and socializes. But yeah, his dad chatted and asked questions his mom usually asks me like how I've been, what are my future plans, and how much they really miss me. His sister was how she use to be with me, relaxed and friendly. She laid her head close to my lap on the couch while I stroke her hair. It was like how everything use to be. Again for the first time in forever, I felt like I belonged, as if I never left and that they still accepted me as part of their family. After a while, I was getting ready to leave and he came home with a male friend. He was stranger friendly, polite and distant as though he was avoiding me but I could tell that he kept noticing me because he would steal glances? His male friend seemed interested in me and kept trying to make a conversation and be a gentleman as I left. He reluctantly but also curiously followed behind? His dad seemed regretful in me leaving but told me to stay in touch. What does all of this mean? His dad never acted this way towards me in the past and I highly doubt anyone from his family would act like this towards me anymore. They all act distant and avoid me now a days. Why? They seemed to love me in the beginning, what happened since then? I'm still the same person. I'm still the one who helped clean up, wash dishes, carry grocery, and learned Laos. His family's rejection hurts more than his. But yeah, I get a bit teary when I think about it.
Woke up 5 minutes prior from my alarm clock. Got up and did my morning routine and cleaned my fan since it was getting a bit dusty. Got to work around 11:20, it was pretty steady throughout the whole day. Not sure if Mike has an interest in me or if I'm just overconfidence but he's pretty friendly towards me and he makes little cute hand gestures towards me. I'm not sure if I'm remembering his exact words but he said something about "it's always good because you're here" when I asked him how he's doing. He's pretty..old though? So maybe it's just me and he's just trying to be friendly and make friends. Got a $5 tip from my very first customer in the morning. Made my day. Later on got a $50 bill for a lady's total and my goal for the night was to make at least $50 in tips and I did but it's because I stayed back until 9:00PM so I pretty much worked a double shift in order to achieve my goal teehee. Alex came by my work and we walked around Wal-Mart and just chatted on the patio for a couple of hours. Drank a bit with him heh. It was pretty good though. It might be the reason I'm a bit tired so early on or it's because I worked so much today.
