12062012

Talked to my counselor about switching teachers and she wouldn't allow it at all. What the fuck. It's not like I hate my teacher, she just can't teach and I don't learn from her methods! I've been failing this whole fucken semester, with a 60.4, barely 1.4% away from failing. Do you people seriously not want me to graduate or something? In the past I've always had at least an 88% throughout the years but look at me now. I'm struggling and I hardly get any sleep. I'm taking other AP classes and I've never gotten a detention or a warning! I'm a fucking angel, can you seriously not help me with this one thing? To suggest me getting a tutor, wow. Gee, thanks bitch. I don't have time for a tutor and I can't come in every week. I've got work and English too ya know. My god, English. You don't wanna mess with that woman, she is scary as fuck. Ended up silently crying, awkward as hell. Wasn't really crying, just frustrated that tears started falling and I wiped them away really quickly. Looks like I'm not sleeping these two weeks. Gotta get my ass in the game and learn 9 fucking chapters of AAT. My life is just perfect huh? Struggling to make ends meet even in my electives, wtf. I'm about to cry and committ suicide, this is so fucking stressful. Better off dead without homework and assignments. Wonder if I'll break or pull through? Gave away my facebook to a friend, don't wanna be tempted.