I was suppose to go in around 1:00pm but Tim called me out and told me to come in around 4:30 instead. I was fine with that, it's somewhat annoying how I keep getting woken up by Andy though. Which reminds me, the other week while I was expo-ing, I almost collapsed! Funny story, my head started feeling weird and I almost fell and hit my head on the corner of the expo table. Walter laughed at me and was like no big deal since it almost happened to him the other way but only because his shoes were wet haha. Went shopping with mama and as always splurged on unnecessary items. Bought over $100 in clothes and almost bought myself another bag - big mistake! I still have like 5 bags that are still brand new with tags on em ahaha. I felt good about my body again in a long time. Started strutting myself and felt beautiful and sexy. I thought I looked a bit short though - guess I should start wearing heels! I gotta save for Japan though, gotta resist the temptation haha. Again, apologies for the side-ways images. I really don't understand why they're like that. I rotated them and everything! I'm smiling more and trying to move on even when memories start flowing back because being sad doesn't benefit anyone. I had a dream - and it was a disappointment as always. Love can go suck a cock - I don't want it anymore.
