Monday, December 2, 2013

2 More Weeks.

Until winter break. Oh golly, time's zipping by! The right side of my started breaking out today, really bad and it's irking me. I've never had two spots on my cheek that's broken out that much. It's literally two red spots. Wth? Usually when I break out, it's once spot and it's around my T-zone, not on my cheek! It's probably because I used Ami's blush brush and haven't bothered to wash it or anything. Can't find mine for some odd reason after she cleaned up all the make-up in the bathroom. Oh, another reason could be that I've been wearing make-up more often than I usually do. Gonna take a break from that as well. Wanted to start my late start process at school but couldn't yet so I probably will later on this week. Gotta make up two 15 point poems in order to obtain the points missed from the other weeks before break. Oh yay. Making up my AP Bio test tomorrow after school and gotta retake Chapter 2 test at JCCC as well. Oh fun. Left around 1PM and picked up the kids for our dentist appointments. Finished up around 2:40PM, surprise surprise. Got my molars sealed even though I didn't need it, still wanted it to protect my teeth. It chipped off in the end when I was eating chocolate - wtf. Waited forever to get it done and had to nag the nurse to do it too. Omgah. She noticed that my bottom wisdom teeth was peeking in as well. It's coming in sideways as well? Gah, wtf? I've always been told that I didn't have any wisdom teeth nor adult canine teeth. Mind blown to the max. The place I found that takes my insurance doesn't sedate you but rather put you on laugh gas and holy shit. I don't want to do that. I need to be sedated. I've had my teeth extracted by numbing pain and shots in the gums. That was like freakin' torture chamber then and the only reason why I went through with it is because I was so depressed out of my mind that any pain I felt was a satisfaction. Yeah. Wtf. Really I was too dependent back then. Going to try to find other dentists around my area that sedate but also takes my insurance as well. Fingers crossed! Don't wanna get it done during winter break either because I need my mouth to work during break, gonna be workin' almost every day, as well as ice skating ftw. Win!

How long
Have we spent time together ?

How far
Have we advanced together ?

The sparkling crystals
We have left behind

Are now shining proudly here
Though they may not be perfect

Honestly
I can't say
That it was all fun and joyful
But always, I wasn't alone

* I want to show you a dream
I hope you will have
A never-ending and lasting dream
This is my wish

** I want to protect you
Whatever may happen
I'll go on protecting you
With all my might

Even now, I can say definitely
That I don't have a regret

We have always fought it out
With all our might

Honestly
I had some hard nights
And the days I felt unbearable
But always, I wasn't alone

I see your smile
So dear and dazzling
I'm living every day
To see the smile

I feel your love
Strong and warm
I'm feeling the selfless love
With all my senses