Sick.

Waiting; 
by the phone for a call, text, anything,
on the driveway to see you pull up,
in the darkness.

Fearing,
whenever I speak my mind,
when I show anger,
you might hurt me.

Missing you every second of the day when we're not together, but you don't feel that way. I plead for more time but you just walk away. Frustrated that I made you late, that I cling. Are you fearing for independence? I'm not worrying about getting cheated on. Why would I have to? Because that would just be another reason to leave this relationship that's made me fear and cry. 


 Screw it. Gonna go watch family guy, play pokemon and chess. Throw in the towel, call it a day.