You are alone, and destined to be alone. Don't let others' words sway you ever again. Do not fall for their tricks. The past year and six months you spent with him, bury it. Think of it as a beautiful dream. Take it as though the father of your child and child have died. The person you see now is only a look-alike. He did not come when you asked him to, confused whether to confess or not. He did not comfort you when you were going through morning sickness. He repeatedly pushed you away and ignored your pleas, even on your birthday. He did not lend a shoulder emotionally, physically, or financially. You still worked, went to school, lived with a heavy heart and a growing fetus. The love once shared has long gone decayed and died. He does not love you. Do not hang on and forget. He once was a stranger, and he shall be come one once again.
You gave up your child for him, for your future. Make it worthy, else you'll never be able to face baby later on. Treasure those 47 days you unknowingly spent with baby. Be successful, be happy, be thankful that you were given an opportunity to care for a beautiful creature. Keep baby in your heart, when you are crying or having a hard time, think of baby.
Zoomed in.
My first time knowing about you.
The first and last time I got to see my child.
