Been a happy go camper today. Didn't finish my time write - pho that sheet, didn't throw anything in ceramics today, bullshitted everything in history, math, and Japanese. Haven't done any of my homework or make-up assignments. Damn I'm falling behind in everything. I don't know why, it's as if I've loss all my motivation for school. Popped by Hobby Lobby and spent $50 on fabric today.
I felt things were going well. I guess I got my hopes up too soon huh? I'm determined to strive and win but each time he nudges me away, I get thrown to the floor and it's hard to get back up. I'm trying. I fall and get scraped , it may take some time, nevertheless I get up. I brush myself off and put on a smile, even if it's a wavering one.
