I don't understand.

Tell me your perspective. I don't know why this irritates you. Are you afraid of others finding out? I cannot understand your thoughts. Explain them to me, let them be known because I'm at a dead end right now. I'm going insane. This empty void if driving me to madness that I drink the nights away and work until the sun sets. I was never this kind of girl and never in my wildest dreams thought I would become this broken down. What am I to do? I'm lost and broken without a guide. I'm falling into the depths of hell, where no one can reach. The memories haunt me as I try to forget. The jealousy eats me alive and the cold cuts my heart. Should I keep fumbling for an edge to grasp on or allow the darkness to consume me?