Sunday, December 30, 2012

Life's movin' on.

He hates me for telling others. He hates how I assume things, but how else should I try to understand if nothing is told? It's natural for a human to try to understand by trying to piece things together. He states that we could be friends but from the looks of things it seems as though we're becoming strangers. Our resentment and anger builds up and we began to hate each other but it's whatever. I'm trying to move on and forget and it's so difficult. Drinking my life away to ease the pain. Becoming something I dreaded. I have all these thoughts I need to let out but I'll do it another time. Went to an Asian party dressed normally yet I still had this guy who kept trying to catch my eye haha.